The best way to fall, is in love with me ;)

You rock my world!

Tomorrow's my MT O Level Oral exam! Wish me luck everyone. I just hope that I'll do and give my very best tmr! =)

You Got Into Me.

New hairstyle.

Well well ....

Went back to school for 3 days this week. AND guess what. YES YOU'VE GUESSED IT. My hair is long and it's curling. Everywhere I go in that school, many ppl stared at me. hahas.

ZhengYi said I looked like a gangster. Well, not even close dude.
JzeHue said my hair looks funny.
YuenMei said I look very cute with this hair. haha. Thanks.
MRS SUNEETH SAID "wow, what a wonderful hair you have that is curling outwards. I like your new look Hafiz." hahahas!
Julmawan said "Wahh. Malay guys really look good with long hair. It's very nice. Make sure you make it like this during prompt night."
MISSPAY told me to cut my hair but she said if I come back with long hair next year, she won't say anything. Now I'm still schooling. wahaha. She also said that this is the first time she sees me styling my hair.
XiuWen says that I look like ASTROBOY.
Rezuan said "Chey rambot emo seh. Tak kene ngan concept rocker." Dok! Aku bukan rocker lah. Aku punk rocker. haha. Ade emo2 sikit. Aku bukan rocker yang main lagu metal2 semue.

And there are many more comments frm many other ppl. Too many to list down all of it. SADLY, I have to say that I'm gonna cut my hair this coming Friday. =(. School's reopening. I can do nth about it. Anw, my hairstyle doesn't change the person I am. I am Hafiz and I'm still gonna be Hafiz after cutting my hair. I'm just me. =))

I'm gonna miss my HAIR!

A week gone so fast.

I'VE GOT MY NEW SPECS AND IT'S COOL!

I'VE GOT A NEW E-STRING FOR MY GUITAR AND I'M SO HAPPY! I was very sad when it snapped that day. But it should have been changed long ago. I didnt change that e-string for like 7 months and thats a record! hahas!

I've not been doing my homework. I've got tons of them and I only did 1 E-maths paper. DNT is like, too many to be done. I hate DNT now. But too bad I still have to find the time to do it somehow. Sigh.

Seriously, I have done nothing today. I've been holding my guitar for almost the whole day. I just cant let go of it and I don't know why. AND I SAW A NICE ELECTRIC GUITAR WHEN I WENT TO BUY MY STRING! Damn! It's $280 and I'm broke now. I have to save money to get it. It's just sooo coool!

AND I'M OBSESSED WITH AVRIL LAVIGNE'S - WHEN YOU'RE GONE. I like the second verse. It's kinda sad too. haha. It just rocks lah.

Everything that I do, reminds me of you.

NO HOLIDAYS but still slacking.

Afternoon everyone! =)

I'm so happy to have this whole week to myself. No extra lessons, no DNT and many other things!

This past Sunday, I went to Toa Payoh to change my specs with my mother. Sat there for like 20 mins choosing and checking. haha. I'm gonna collect it today! Yay!

Yesterday was Joshua's Birthday! My friends decided to go on a BBQ at East Coast. Well, they said they wanted to start at 4 30 but in the end, all of us were there at around 5 45. That's late! hahas. Well, I gotta say this. They took a very long time to start a fire. By the time they started the fire, it was already 6 30 I guess. It took all the guys to take turns to fan the charcoal to start the fire. In the end, a bottle was used and that was what that made the fire started. hahaha! Btw, I saw Sharina there! Ello =) hehe. (Tu kawan ke matair?! hahaha! =P) I saw Shahrizan too. I thought it was some kind of gangster that kept staring at me. (Skali friendly gangster ah! Die ckp hi! haha!) He was walking with his band members I guess. He brought his guitar along. When I asked him where he was going, he pointed towards the sea. HAHAHA! Happy swimming dengan guitar lu ah brudder. Jgn lupe swim dengan members lu skali. hahha! Pelik ah kau Shahrizan! Kau tunjuk aku arah laut. Takde tanah pun kat situ. Kau nak gi mane seh? Nak mampos agaknye.

Sadly, I had to go home by 8. I asked my father to fetch me home. I cant miss my ANUGERAH 2007! NurSyakilla rocks lah! Feewit! hahaha!

Now I'm stucked at home with nothing better to do. Going to toa payoh later to get my specs. I'm going alone. No friends at all. Sad =(. I bet they're tired after 1 night staying at East Coast. And I hate the irritating sound of the aeroplane but what to do? National Day coming soon. haiz.

Ok. I guess I better go now. I have to study something today. I HAVE TO. No more slacking Fiz. It's a little too late to start but it's better than nothing. I just need help.

Dejavu of June!

These few days, I kept thinking about you. We drift apart frm each other every single minute. We're not close now like we were before. I missed those times. I wish I could go back into the past and feel the feelings that I felt. It was an extraordinary one. But, it is all thanks to me that the situation now is like this. I realised, everytime I tried to do what I wanted, I succeed but it was just foolish of myself to do what I did. Once I thought I failed but it wasnt to be. It was that one day when you did something. And there goes my luck for waking up late that very day.

Now, to be what we were before, there's no chance at all. I wish I could have done what I wanted but it's just fated to be this way. Sigh. I had a good chat with you just now though. It feels like deja vu. But I gotta wake up. This yr is nvr gonna be the same as the last. Well, life has to go on.

Whatever is it, I still love you, somehow.

Someone stared at me!

I cant believe it. Now I know what it feels like when someone keep staring at me. hahahas.

I cant do anything stupid. I cant do anything funny. I cant do anything crappy. I cant smile like I always do. I cant laugh like one idiot and make that person think that I am one. I just cant do anything like I always do everyday when someone stares at me. Even when I'm walking out of the door, that person's eyeballs kept following me.

XuePeng! Thanks for being on the lookout for me. I cant even look back at them cause they're just staring at me. hahahs. It's just so not right.

Well, for the past 1 week, I have been destroying my respiratory system. Breathing in all those wood, plastic and acrylic dusts! Not only that, the buffing machine's wax, the spray paint and the lacquer too! They just stink! I hate smelling and sniffing them. They just suck. I wonder how the rest of my frens can stand the smell.

I've also gone crazy, mad, perhaps retarded too. hahas.

TAY ZHONG WEI! You've made me addicted to the Gatsby commercial song! It's just damn stupid. You and the rest also made me dance and recorded a video which is now on YOUTUBE! Lols. It's lame. We have forgotten to make the "face" part today. hahas. Nvm, there's always tmr. And tmr's tmr. And so on. hahaha.

Well, if you wanna watch the video, visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NZN8MjnEYus

ENJOY! =)

Regret

If only I had taken the first step at around this time last year. Sigh =(

Maybe it would have turn out better, better than the first. It's all gone to waste. I regretted and I still am till today. I can only stand or just sit down here thinking of it. I just let everything fly away from me. I keep asking myself why did I ever let go of that chance. All I know now is, for you and me, there'll never be.

I feel as if I'm missing something again. One, perhaps two pieces of my life's jigsaw puzzle is missing. I have to find it somehow. And it's so damn hard. I want to be myself again. I don't wanna get into this kind of situation. What will happen next I don't wanna know.

Well, I've gone a little crazy these days. I think it's because of the plastics, woods and metal's dust that I have been breathing in for 3 days this week. It just sucks! I have breathing difficulties for the first 2 days but surprisingly I'm getting used to it. It isnt good for my body. Damn! I have to complete my artefact fast.

Tmr is the only resting day I have for this week. I have to make full use of it to rest, study and do some homework. Monday is gonna be a long day of DNT indeed.

Time flies!

It's 1 June today!

Omg! Time flies really fast indeed. 'O' Levels is barely 4 months from now. I must spent more time on my E-Maths. I have to pass maths and I have to pass it during prelims! I must never fail maths again. Not even class tests! I have to improve on my English too although I passed. I have to get at least a B3 to get into that Mass Communication course in Ngee Ann Poly!

MT 'O' Levels is over. I have 1 subject less to concentrate on now. I really have to make use of the time I have from now till October. I can't play much. Anw, I don't play! I mean I don't play games but I do play the guitar.

Everytime I play the guitar and look into the mirror, I feel as if I am playing for a band, singing like the lead singer, and go crazy like what we see in music videos. Everytime I see a TV show, example, Deal Or No Deal, I feel as if like I'm standing there, being the host of the show. Oh how great can it be to be a host someday.

Well, dreams are dreams. Whether we can make it into reality, it's all up to us. Let us all live our dreams together!