The best way to fall, is in love with me ;)

Sexy voice!

Come to think of it again .. Haiz.

She made me looked like a fool. She didnt have to lie. She didnt have to pretend. And she didnt have to do all these to cover things up. Even if the truth hurts, lies kills! What's the point of asking when she'll just probably continue to cover up.

Sometimes it makes me feel that I just don't want to think abt this anymore. But sometimes, I just feel like sending this msg so that she could change for the better. Someone out there knows abt this but I don't know who.

I'm going to move along just to make it through.

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Jamming tmr! 3 hours at Beat Merchant! Yes! Finally, a thing to do this week. I've been rotting at home for 3 days. Actually its also to save money. Going out means money will be used. hehe.

I just can't wait for Anugerah Band's audition this coming Saturday and Sunday! I hope ours will be on Saturday. If not we'll be wasting our time there frm 9am-5pm just to watch other bands and it'll be on the next day for us.

School's starting in about 3 weeks. Actually lesser than that. I'm excited but also not at the same time. hahas! My feelings has always been that way. It's always 50 50. I'm still finding something that makes me 100% sure of it. Maybe there are a few. Well, who know.

I'm addicted to overdrive now. I mean the guitar gadget. I can rock my house. Everyday without fail, I will sing Face Down by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. I'm kinda addicted to the song too.

AND AND AND I'm starting to fall in love with RONNIE WINTER! The lead singer of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lah who else! I adore his hair. But I know my hair can't make it. His voice is SEXY! Especially in one part of the song where it goes 'I finally had enough'. hahahs! Well, Kyle Patrick's still sexier and hotter to me. Ahhhhhh! Sexy lah. I know only Valerie is the only one who doesn't think I'm a gay. haha. =). You rock lah. Thanks for understanding. Unlike some ppl. haha!

Ok. Time to listen to ..... FACE DOWN AGAIN! I fell in love with the song. Take me away pls! Tata blog. =D

Stop pretending, don't deny. False pretense.

just blogging.

It's been 15 days since I blogged! Thats kinda long.

I won't be updating much unless necessary.

I've been busy with practice. I thought after the Street Clap performance, life will be much easier after that. I thought we won't need to go for jamming sessions every week like we used to before the 7th March performance. I guess I was wrong. The band decided to go for 'Anugerah Band' audition this coming Saturday. I thought they were crazy to join such a competition when we only know how to play few malay songs together as a band. I'm just afraid we won't get far into the competition. But we're doing our best to go as far as we can. Definitely.

So ppl, do come down for December Identity's audition this coming Saturday, 29th March @ Junction 8, Bishan! 9am-5pm =).

School's starting soon. Wheeeee! Can't wait! I'm just too bored at home. I need new friends. New friends which are way better than some which I have now. Friends who give support and not friends who doesnt give encouragement. Friends who mean what they say! (I hate this one. Very hard to find.) Friends who dont lie. (Well, do I lie too? Sometimes maybe but I find it hard to lie.) Ahh. Whatever!

My phone's memory card can't receive anymore songs! I don't know why. There's still more than 500MB left! I onli can transfer songs frm the computer. Ppl cant send me anymore. I need a new memory card. Money again. Haiz.

Anw, should I cut my hair? I want to be like the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus lead singer now. hahaha!

Lastly, can someone tell Rezuan to just stop making me jealous? Stop joking around when I'm serious? and also stop teasing me for no reason?

I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own.

7 March 2008

Finally! The performance on 7th March 2008 went well at Toa Payoh HDB hub. It was great. Thanks to the ppl who gave us the support there. It was much needed. =). We kinda screw up at Far East. Haiz. It was bad. I know it. I felt it. But it's alright because it's just our first day of 2 big performances. Well, whatever I say doesnt make me feel alright. It's just bad lah. I can't pretend that it was good. I know it was bad. Haiz. Nevermind.

Well, I'll be looking forward for our next performance. =)

For more pictures, visit www.fizo91.multiply.com . I will upload the pics as soon as I get all the pics.

It's empty ..

Performance on 7th March

I feel alright now. =) I can smile(well, not all the time), I can sleep peacefully, I can .... I'm too lazy to continue.

I'm at ease now. At least for a period of time.

I watched my first ever NC16 Show today at Bishan! hahs. Meet the Spartans. It was funny and lame. It's worth watching.

December Identity, we need one more jamming session pls. I don't want things to get screwed up on that day after all the hard times we've gone through.

December Identity will have 2 performances on 7th March 2008. Do come down and give us the support. Family members, friends, strangers and also aliens(who means no harm) are welcomed. =).

Here are the following venues of December Identity's performance ;

7th March @ Toa Payoh HDB HUB(Seniors Fair) : Around 12pm onwards. (D.I's slot will be around 4 plus)
&
7th March @ FarEastPlaza(Street Clap Grand Showcase) : 7.30pm onwards (D.I's slot unknown yet)

For more information visit http://www.y0ullneverwalkal0ne-fiz.blogspot.com/. Hahaha. =P

Go get your tickets at sistic now! Actually its free. hehe.

I have to mend my mistakes.

Well ....

I guess I'm wrong to shoot back what I'm not supposed to.

Maybe it was my fault. I just can't deny it. Maybe from her point of view, it is like that. But from mine, its a whole new thing. I can't blame her for saying those things.

I want to get things straight and clear now rather than keeping it. But the question is, will I even get to do it? At least if we couldnt get back to where we were before after that, it'll feel much much better than what I'm feeling now.

I had to admit a part of it was my mistake. It's all because of a total mindset change. I'm so sorry. I've never liked/loved being a 3rd person. I knew I had to fight. But I just don't seem to like it. Maybe that's the main reason why.

I need a little more luck than a little bit, cause everytime I get stuck the words won't fit. I need a little good luck to get me by.