The best way to fall, is in love with me ;)

School Rocks.

School just rocks. =)

There were lots of tests this week. It's just so stressful. But that doesnt mean school sucks. I think if I wasnt under such stress, it would have been much more fun.

I went for the ambassador interview on Wednesday. I dont think I got in because I still haven receive a call from them yet. I seriously dont mind not getting into NP ambassadors.

I SO LOVE WEDNESDAY which was 2 days ago of course. I went for my cca which was SCC(Song Composing Club). There, we were separated into groups. Each group has a senior which is going to be the group leader for a particular group for one month.

All the groups has to write a complete song in one month. My group started writing the songs by finding the main point or main topic for the song. We decided to write an emo song. When the senior asked who wanna sing, I raised up my hand, then I raised up 2 hands followed by standing up with my hands in the air. I was like so enthusiatic. I wanted to sing. When the senior asked why I wanted to join SCC, I said I wanna be the frontman. Saying this just makes me feel, sort of great. haha.

So we wrote a verse and a chorus, found the melody and rhythm, and a few of us had to perform on that day itself. So I went up with another 3 new friends which I've made and performed the song. The 3 of them was backing up my vocals. I was the one who had to play the guitar and sing.

So yeah. I started singing. That was the first time, yes, FIRST TIME I sang in front of so many ppl as the lead vocalist. And the audience started clapping and I went high and feeling great up there. It was just so cool. I love it.

And after the performance, comments came in of course. My group leader said the seniors told her that my group's performance was the most presentable one. I couldnt stop myself frm smiling. When I stepped out of the SCC activity room, a bunch of ppl looked at me. And they were like 'Hey man, wassup. You have a great voice.' and another one goes 'Hey, ur voice have potential. Can become a one man band' and another goes 'you have a nice voice. whats your name?'. And Farid came a little later and said 'Fiz, power ah'. I was like omg omg omg. I couldnt contain my joy. I just had to control myself. When I went home another one came to me and said 'you can sing v v v well.' I replied 'serious?' and she went 'yeap. your group song had the click five style'. I was like, ahhhhhhh! Overjoyed. I couldnt sleep well that night. I kept smiling to myself.

This is just the beginning Fiz! Don't get too excited. I've been telling myself that. Now, I seriously can't wait for next week's SCC session! Wednesday, pls come fast. I just want more.

I love SCC! SCC I'll make you love me. Ok I'm going nuts. Sorrie if I kinda wanna show off. Its like the first time I'm receiving this kind of comments at one time and its the first time I'm sort of popular in sch. haha. Hey, I'm gonna do better to attract other ppl's attention to me. I wanna feel how it feels like to be one of the greats.

I'll work hard! Not only in SCC but also for my modules. GPA 3.5 is what I aim for. I hate my friends because they make me think that GPA 3.5 is hard and impossible to get. I'm sorrie guys but I just want it. I'll be sad if I dont get it. I've screwed up my Maths test! Luckily it's just 5%. I couldnt bear to lose 20% just now for the Engineering Materials test. I still think I have not done up to standard just now. I feel so sad whenever I screw up little things. I don't know why.

Well, I'm gonna do my best to get what I want to achieve in NP. =)

Will I get a chance?

I'm finally blogging again. =)

Well, many things happened from 27 March onwards till now. Let me just update roughly.

29th March 2008 : December Identity went to apply for the Anugerah Band Auditions.
30th March 2008 : December Identity went for the auditions but didnt get in. =(
1st April 2008 : December Identity got fooled by Yusof on April Fools Day. =D
5th April 2008 : My nieced aged 4 months and 9 days passed away. I didnt made it to Hospital in time before she left. =(. sobs.
10 - 11th April 2008 : Ngee Ann Polytechnic Orientation. It was great. I got to meet new friends. New ppl. BUT, NO GIRLS. haiz.
14th April 2008 : School starts. Things get much better but also stressful as the weeks goes by.
17th April 2008 : I cut my hair! No more Kyle Patrick! Regretted. Went through depression. And sadness was added when decision of disbanding December Identity was agreed. December Identity was officially disbanded on this day which is 4 months and 2 days after we formed the band.
18th April 2008 : I got a new niece borned in Melbourne, Australia. Her name is Nabilah Zahra. =)
19th April 2008 : Happy Birthday Valerie! =)
26th April 2008 : Went to Asmah's chalet. Happy Birthday Asmah! =) Gave her a present which was small but she liked it. haha.
1st May : A new month. I didnt blog even once in April. And that's just amazing. hehe.

Well, this are roughly the things that has happened recently in April. I'm so so sorry for not blogging that often. I just have no time. I wanna concentrate and do well in Poly. I don't wanna slack that much. I regretted not studying hard for O levels. It's just time for me to show that I can do it. I want to prove not only to myself but also to my parents and siblings that I can do it. I wanna be the role model for my younger siblings. I wanna make my parents proud and make them happy.

I seriously didnt regret getting into Ngee Ann Polytechnic. I made new friends there. Not that much currently but as the days go by, I get to know more and more ppl. Its just wonderful and awesome. First person I got to know was Weiyu. Well, he's a nice guy but he gets angry easily. Usually the first person I get to know from any of the schools I have been to will not be my good friend. And usually I will not keep in contact with them for a very long time.

I got to know Farhan too. He's a gayboy! haha. Well, we use the same bag. Sometimes, coincidently we'll wear skinnies and white polo-t's to school. And we always walk together. And he called me gayboy. So we are using the term gayboy to each other now. It's really funny. He's just someone who makes ppl laugh everyday doing stupid things in front of lecturers and also in front of me!

There's this guy called Syed Ismail too. He just cant stop talking. Talk non stop. His stories are never ending. Thats the only irritating part abt him.

And my classmates are always making fun abt China since there are 2 China guys in my class. haha. I just can't be bothered to join in. Sometimes I feel that its insulting to those 2 guys. Well I pity them. They're very nice.

The sad case is just that, there's no girls in my class. No motivation. No inspiration. haha.

I also signed up for the Song Composing Club CCA. Along the way, I made friends there too. The ppl there are so friendly. I just cant deny that. But the CCA is somehow boring. For the last 2 weeks of course. I hope they'll start the real thing next week.

I also decided to try my luck in joining the Ngee Ann Ambassadors. The seniors told me that we have to go through games and a few interview sessions. So it's not confirmed that I will get in. I hope I do get into it because I want lots of CCA points.

The games session was held last Monday. Me and my two other friends went for it. I was in group C and my two other friends was in group A and B. So we had to split up into our groups. Out of a sudden a young lady came to me and made friends. I was shocked. She kinda had some sort of attraction. I was kinda attracted to her. haha. So we talked to each other and made friends with other members in the group. Most of the time during the games session my eyes were on her. I just cant get it off her. Every single thing she did was .... ahhh. haha. Forget it. She was just friendly, nice, soft spoken andandand I'm not going further cause I kinda miss her. =P. My two other friends was pissed off with me. They told me that they were talking to guys and when they turned they saw me talking to a girl.

I was like, 'she approached me first! How could I not reply?' They also said that the girl wasnt bad. I was like, 'no way. she's mine.'. haha. I'm just being selfish.

Ok whatever I'm letting nature take its course but I'm hoping I would see her again one day. The school's big! I hope I do see her. Please man. haha. Its killing me.

TOO MUCH INFO.

Well, I think I'm gonna study this whole weekend. 3-4 tests coming up next week. I need to score. I want my GPA to be higher than 3 throughout the 3 yrs. =).

I'll blog again soon. Take care!

I can't wait for Wednesday! heheh.