Myself.

I'm updating again. Sorry people. I've been very busy lately. I have not been this busy in my life before.

I have a powerpoint presentation to be done, 2 performances to be sorted out. I have to book the clubhouse to practice, I have to attend to 2 practices which I don't know when. I also have to prepare for the performance for Toa Payoh Youth Club which is coming in August. I have Exams coming in 3 weeks. I have lots of tasks to be done. Lots of them.

If I could, I would like to get over them ASAP. But of course, it takes time.

I can't meet my friends on any of the upcoming 3 Fridays! Damn. Its been a long time since we hanged out. 2 weeks ago it was. Haiz. Sorrie guys, too busy. I miss all of you.

Actually my purpose of blogging now is to clarify myself.

I know lots of people got sick of me trying to be like Kyle Patrick. I want his shoes, I want his hair, I want his everything. Well, of course I know I can't have his hair. And I know I can't have some things that he has. Frankly speaking, I'm not really trying to copy his everything.

My point is, yes, he is my idol. So what? He's the inspiration of what I want to become someday. Can't I idolise someone who gives me the inspiration?

I'm not going to be Kyle Patrick. Get this right ppl. I'm not Kyle Patrick and I'm not going to be one. I'm Hafiz and I'm proud of who I am. Yes I do want to be like him BUT I want to be like Kyle Patrick in my own way, in a way that I'm still MYSELF. In a way people know that I'm the Hafiz they know.

I don't wanna talk about this anymore. Life goes on with criticism always surrounding us.


Something's wrong we both know ..