The best way to fall, is in love with me ;)

End of semester!

The final exam paper was today and that marks the end of another semester.

From the start to the end, it was another journey. Mainly the aim was to do well not only academically but also in other various things.

Marking the start of the semester was the SoE finals in May. It was one of the best ever things that's happened. Wishing that kind of day would come again soon. :)

The bonding among friends have grown but sometimes, it's a little shaky. You'll never know what's going to happen next. One moment you can be good friends, and the next, you find yourself hating or being hated by them. It's a controversy. Controversial moments in class was one of the biggest mistake that I've ever made. But again, humans are not perfect. There were some things that were not right and I know that at that point of time was where lots of 'talking behind your backs' happened. I've tried my best to make up to it and I hope no one holds any grudges towards me.

Sometimes, things doesn't go your way and you have to accept it. No matter how great one is, one doesnt have the ability to attend to all the problems of others at one go. This semester has thought me how to gain control over and overcome the stress that I've been through at a point of time. It was so hard that I could have been in an emotional breakdown. Sometimes I felt like I needed counselling just to relief myself. I know I had to go on and persevere. Those times was definitely a challenge for me.

Well, enough said.

In the end, it will be okay.
In the end, it will be okay.
In the end, it will be okay.

If it's not okay, it's not the end.

In the end, it will be okay. :)

Turn your weaknesses into your strengths ..

Yourself

Helmi shot me a good question yesterday.

Helmi: Fiz, if other bands wants you to join them, will you accept?
Hafiz: Well, it depends.

I explained to him, it's all about what the other party can give me. It all depends. I suddenly thought of Xabi Alonso leaving Liverpool for Real Madrid. Questions suddenly struck my mind. Why did he choose to go somewhere else instead of staying at Liverpool? Why did he sent a letter requesting to leave?

Again, it's all about what the other party can give you. In my opinion, he left because, look at Real Madrid, they bought Cristiano Ronaldo, Kaka, and a few other great players. This has given Alonso a sense of thinking that, he could win and achieve something with Real Madrid and not with Liverpool. That's life. It's all about the thinking. Our mind is a very powerful thing.

So I guess, same goes for what Helmi asked me yesterday. I can see that he's very serious about the band moving on but if I ever did get a better offer from other bands which are much more experienced, bands which can help me achieve what I want all this while, why not?

Then comes the phrase I came across a few days ago from Nazrul's blog. 'Selfishness is the key to success'. Is this true? It is true but somehow I feel that, it's only true to a certain extent. You definitely can't be selfish all the way. Selfishness is not what anyone wants to see in you.

Sometimes, even though you have great friends behind your backs, friends who are always with you, you still have to be selfish and not think about them at a point of time. Sometimes, you just have to go ahead with achieving your dreams because if you wait, you just won't achieve what you want. Am I right to say this?

Imagine you have to take an examination. Lets say it starts at 9am. Your friend tells you to wait for him. He/she has done so much for you, and sometimes, you feel bad if you can't even wait for that friend of yours. So you decided to wait. In the end, you were both late for the exams and lets say you can't even sit for it. I have a question to point out. Does this benefit you and is it for your own good?

Sometimes, you just have to go ahead without waiting and not letting anything stop you from getting what you want.

Back to Xabi Alonso's story, he still went ahead with the move to Real Madrid even though the manager had faith in him, even though his teammates persuaded him to stay. Persuasions are always hard to neglect. It somehow makes you think twice. But again, you have to think. Does it benefit you and is it for your own good?

I take Xabi Alonso's transfer saga in football as an example. It's not for any purposes to hurt anyone's feelings nor for the media to take this as an explanation why he left Liverpool.

So to the band, what I felt so far, and what I got so far, it hasn't brought me anywhere.

If it's time to move on, I shall.

You choose what you want ..

My blog's 200th post.

It has been a very tough week. Stayed in school till night almost everyday.

ED project & viva, ProE project, CAM quiz, it's all finally over! In fact, CAM module has been completed. It's just left with the F1 race next week! So now, 2 down, 4 more to go! :)

I know this is where I pick myself up, no matter how hard I fall. It has been a hard time. Take every mistake as a lesson learnt. It's all about the journey.

Be careful what you want, because you're gonna get it. 2 men was walking along a beach. Both of them saw a lamp. So both quarelled for it and accidently rubbed the lamp. Then, a genie appeared.

Man 1: Dear genie, can I have a wish?
Genie: Sure you can. Be careful what you want, because you're gonna get what you want.
Man 1: I want to be desired by all women around the world.
Genie: That's hard, but sure. *Poof*

And the man became a bar of chocolate.

Man 2: Dear genie, can I have a wish too?
Genie: Sure you can! Be careful what you want, because you're gonna get what you want.
Man 2: I want to have enough money for the rest of my life.
Genie: That's a little hard, but I can grant you your wish. *pooof*
Genie: You're gonna live for 1 more week.

Be careful what you want, because you're gonna get it.

In 48 hours, tomorrow will become yesterday ..

It's the mind that plays a part

I'm starting to wonder, are things starting to fall in place, or are they falling apart?

Things have changed lately. Well, not everything, but there are certain things which has. I'm starting to feel that, true colours are showing. Time has made me realise, that there's more for me to know. What I see, and what I felt, it's just different. It's kinda contradicting.

I have to prove, that I'm able to do this, with or without anyone.

Whatever happens, it's not going to change what I am already feeling about where it has brought me.

I have to keep my own promises.

Right now, its time to make full use of the time I have and concentrate on my studies! :)

Because I dream ..